I’m attending FanExpo tomorrow for the first time ever. I’m incredibly excited. But I’m also very, very anxious. My stress and anxiety is overshadowing my excitement and it’s the worst.
I can’t wait to experience everything and meet everyone. I start thinking about it and how fantastic it’s going to be.
And then my brain is like “nah bro time to worry” and I start thinking about how little money I have to spend and how crowded it’s going to be and how I’ll probably get lost and what am I going to where and what will I say to the celebrities I meet and I’ll probably pull and ugly face in my photo ops and what if I have a panic attack or my feet fall of or something GAAAAH.
Why can’t I just get excited like a normal person?!